Prayer to Stay

As I took the scissors
I was Weak and meek
Looking for a love that no on could give
Cause nothings free in this world
Where I want love a payment is always due
But not with money but rather a physical pursue
And so I was at the end of my wits
I was calling it quits
Knowing no one would miss
Cause I'm heading to bliss
FREEDOM HERE I COME!!!

But no, You say?
You care that I stay?
Well... Maybe until May
But then I'm gone
Because you dont really care
And its not fair
My heart will tear and break apart
But I suppose I can stay
If you promise it'll be Ok

But here comes May
and nothings changed
My eyes are teary
My soul is weary of weather and time
And nothing can change my frame of mind

I'm unsettled
So out comes the gun
Another chance to run
Away from a society made up of fakes
People who say you are here
But rather I keep finding fear
Because you are not really there
And If you were
You would care

My life is A Piece of Heaven
HA!
What a joke
More like I'm Chewed and spewed
and left to die
On this lonely earth I am "Privileged" to call home
This is a joke
I'm all alone
Except when people call me on the phone
Just to pretend they care
But its really so they don't have to see my face
and attempt to fill in the missing space
like delicate lace so filled with holes

COME ONE GOD!
Whats going on!
Show up here sometime before Dawn
I'm so lost wanting to leave this place
For another Hell that will accept me by and by
Cause nothing could be worse
God I cry so hard it hurts!

So give me a reason, just one
Thats not so hard
After all You're God
I hear you parted waters
So just one reason
Why should I live
to totally give
to completely live
For you?

HIS ANSWER
"Because I love you!!"