Monday, December 13, 2010

Now or Never


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
What is going on?
I'm insane, Out of my mind!
Come on, This shouldn't be me!
It's all wrong
Are you listening to me?
I'm talking to you!
Are you prepared to watch me die?
You're not listening!
You're looking away
You must be too shy
Maybe too scared to admit
That somethings obviously not right

What is it with people?
Never seeing the problem
Refusing to dig deeper into the desperate clues
I'm giving you
I never asked for much
Just a bit of hope
Maybe you sitting by me telling me you care
But you never did
Status has always been too important
So when I go home
And say my final goodbye
Don't you dare dishonor my name
by pretending to cry
Just keep ignoring me
It seemed to work in life for you
Why not in death for me?

Sunday, December 12, 2010

End and Begin

Go to sleep
So there you find peace
Permanent pace away from here
Holding you hostage to it's claws
Caressing your well knotted soul
Safe from ever awakening fear
Favored reality totally gone

Give me a safe place
Presenting shelter from myself
Monsters that come back again
And again and again to torment me
Mind, soul, heart constant pounding
Promises continue to break, shatter
Safety is destroyed all left to ruins
Redesigning our hopeless gestures

Given way to myself
Making me scared to breath
But expectations already set
Searing holes in our hearts
Having made pretty words
Wonderful liars they are
Always prepared to spew
Sattire's in the making
Much, too much to gain

Twirl


Cry little girl
Dance as you weep
Cry little girl
Twirl in the street

Listen to raindrops
Fall all around you
Cleansing your memory
Forgetting the few

Cry little girl
It didn't mean a thing
Cry little girl
Lies to you bring