Good-bye

Its a slow shut down
Knowing you're about to drown
Your heart speeds at the notion
The lungs fill with emotion
Wanting the past to erase
Forget it, cut it, slowly efface
I don't think any feeling could be better
Except maybe the day I met HER
Her brown empty eyes
Only confirmed all her lies
She kept telling everyone "I'm Fine"
Building off the other, the crooked line
Wishing someone would look past and see
Maybe that one person could have been me
But now I'll never know
She chose to leave a depressing show
Guess what girl, you know now
So go ahead and take your bow
We are far from happy that your gone
Maybe one day it'll dawn
After your tormented soul travels here and there
That some people honestly just might care.

Homeless?

Being Homeless Crying Begging
Singing Losing Humble me.
But you don't see the pain I feel
Growing hurting shirking me

This ache within telling us
"Worthless piece of scum
You're never going anywhere
You'll always be a bum

A drunk, a cheat, a lie a thief
Marked upon your grave
This harmful path you have led
Is ready to be pave"

But tell you this of hope I found
Calling you to come
Leave behind this darkened door
And turn from where you're from

A loving Savior waiting there
Speaking out your name
Leave behind your heavy cross
In Him you find your fame

Always second

I felt the hate
Because I'm only second rate
This twist of fate
I have come to realize my best isn't good enough
When you ask my mommy she'll deny it
"Stop Comparing" she'll say like every time before
But when I look in her eyes
apart of me dies
as I see past those ghastly lies
They guys?
Can't forget them
I look at myself in the mirror and see
a beautiful girl staring back at me
they don't see what I see
what really makes me, me
better than the best
above all the rest
But then I step out to face them
I watch my confidence die
They point and laugh at my measly try
Attempting to stand out by and by
Yet in the end I stand alone and cry
I still ask my the question why
Don't I measure up?
Don't I meet your standards?