My biggest fear:

Somebody Removing my mask and finding out who I really am.

I'm afraid people will see me
I can survive if they see past me, through me like I'm a ghost, I've done that quite well thus far, but if they saw the real me. I fear nothing would be the same.

Why does life have to be so complicated? If it wasn't I'd have nothing to fear. But with life comes secrets, and with secrets comes masks to cover up the secrets.

I wear one mask to school, Quiet, shy, and slow to speak.
I wear one mask to Church, Outgoing, Well thought of, Conservative in appearances, respectful, and a leader with in the church.
I wear one mask to Youth Group, I'm quiet, smart, and easy going, people can ask me anything about the Bible, and I will know it, but often they ignore me and I'm ok with that, busying myself with other things.
I wear one mask at home, I'm the daughter every parent wishes they had.

It's so frustrating at times
I'm TIRED OF MASKS
But I'm afraid of people trying to look beyond them and seeing who I really am.