I could sit here alone until doomsday. No one really cares. I could change my appearance completely,no one would recognize the change. I could randomly cry, and my tears would be ignored. Why does it seem that no one really cares about others?
I'm not so terrible. I have tried to join in with everyone. Begin conversations, initiate interaction, but when I do I get this funny look like "what are you doing?" and then everyone walks away.IF someone does start a conversation, I say "hi" but my nerves cause me to say something dorky, and they walk away.
I make jokes when I'm nervous. I'm quite unlike my sister, Who has always made friends so easily. She walks into a room and is immediately welcomed, I walk in and feel like I'm intruding.
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