Christians turned me off by day, in dope I would abide
Taking all my hurts and fears, feeling could not bring
Party, smoke, drink, and die my mind would constant sing
Mother finally kicked me out on weekends wouldn't feed
Into this addict forcing me to seek out hungers need
Walking around aimlessly until Your house I find
Taking comfort in everything my body once denied
Lost in reasons given to those who wearily ask
About my life, where I'm going, and walking way my past
Couldn't convince me I was wrong, fingers in my ears
Something more than words spoke you, facing all my fears
Sitting up for hours, till midnight had long gone
Hearing me, care for real, not pointing out my wrongs
Breaking walls for years I built to keep You always out
Thinking I control my fate making my own route
Love and kindness drew me in, broke down in Your arms
Finally letting You come in with out internal alarms
I'm not perfect I'll never be, but this new path is paved
A narrow one, I'll walk upon, because me You saved
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